`Perceive`

Summer classes will start on Monday and will end by the end of May... so that's having regular classes for the whole summer... patay ang buhay.. lalo na sa Nicasia...

I'd be staying at Dasma again the whole time so it's almost like having no summer break. Tawag nila bakasyon, ay takte.........

Oh well, at least some peepz would be there but everything else would be almost as good as dead. There wouldn't be much people there, juz some few hundred kids trying to get through wanting to graduate on time or at least to lessen their loads... so the 16 hectare or 21 hectare or whatever place would look like a deserted forest with some people walking by every now and then.

Plus, plus... ubusan toh nan damit mga tsong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's like everyday washday... considering na uniform kami araw araw except weds, aba'y kulang ang pantalon ko!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

this is me... oh, need more to say??

--> ang pinaka pudpod kong kataga kabilang sa mga sumusunod:

• ang pagiging rakista/emo whatsoever ay hindi lan sa porma nakikita... nasa puso at musika!
• i can't take the company of fake people
• bhoooooooooooooot!

so last sunday i went to church with jess... en it sort of freaked me out when he didn't want to me wear my "weird" outfit, or rather the more than the usual jeans and shirt outfit of mine. it kinda sucked. no, it really sucked... i mean, ano ba?????? but of course, i had to let it go. it's the piece of me he'll never see again unless accidentally. i want him to get used to that side of me, my weird sense of dressing up not caring if they think it's funny, autistic or whatever bullshit... but it's not gonna happen anytime soon...

and then...

tomorrow i'm going to get my classcards... it's gonna be boring and fun... oh, the irony of things. 

libre mangarap...

ito ang pangarap naming banda...matuloy kaia???? hehehhe.... can you imagine i juz made this ticket for us!! oh... dreaming is for free!

Straight Edge... i've never heard of it until I frequently visited Rakista.Com

Back then, I had no idea what that was... until this morning...

I was talking to this guy over that site [OMG he's 16 but he sounds really sensible... i appreciate creatures like that]. Then that came into talk, the sXe thing... straight edge, defined in wikipedia or like any other definitions, strong beliefs - no alcohol, no drugs, no smoking and no casual sex.

*poof* kimi burned really quick!

It was something that came into me. I'm still having a conversation with him... this is pretty interesting. Rock with high spirituality. I mean, as a major definition, rockers perish and die drowning in alcohol and suffocating in weed smoke...

It's bloody wrong...

Akala mo lang yun!! Wahahah!!

I thought I wouldn't have any summer classes but we managed to make a petition so my summer wouldn't be dull being stuck at home. Then I could go anywhere anytime cuz I'm so... far away! Bwahahah! I'm so bad... evil in its human form as I think and as they say... but not really. I'm juz extending lengths to the impossible weeheheheh...

Anyway, I got an allergy and it sucks really...

But Jen rocks big time! Look at this!

 "sabi ni honey... at eca.. HA"

Everything is supposed to be fine... only if some people would just cooperate and make it right. The problem is, they have their own shit to set their own things 'right'.

Asaaaaaaar!

So, the evening was fine... I mean, Jess and I went to church, then stayed here at home and I was to do everything as I have planned it. I would do the marketing presentation when Jess leaves. We had a great time... a routine to say but not really. Awe, nevermind.

Anyway, things went wrong when I opened our marketing report. One, there was a missing part! Then, there were lots of wrong crap!!!! I know, somehow it was my fault - I should have checked everything before the submission. But, but, but... ano bah!!! Kasi naman, nakakapagod na lahat ako mag aasikaso, having to chase missing groupmates and shit! tapos, you end up with their wrong work! Hindi ko sinasabi lahat mali, in fact, I appreciate their effort. Un nga lan, sana tinama man lang nila. Oo, dapat binasa ko mabuti lahat... but after all the struggle they put me through, trust me, I lost all my enthusiasm in this project.

So there... takte, pinoproblema ko tuloy pano to gagawin ng maayos. Ah! Lagi na lang ako malas sa ibang groupmates... pero alam ko, may mali din ako... kaia sobrang fed up na ko! sino ba naman kasi ang gaganahan??

Then, there's still my project in Biology... pero yun lang presentation ang pinoproblema ko dun...

Haaaayyyyy, eskwelahan.. pwede naman hindi ganito... Kung hindi lan sila nagpalate nan pasa, eh di sana.. ah ewan!