`Perceive`

I haven't updated.. again for quite a while.

I was really busy and I think this life has taken a toll on me.. Yes, it's not my original line... Remember Maroon Five? Errr.. Anyway, so many things have happened since this semester had started...

So here it goes for a quick round up:

**HeCtic... Career WoMan?!**

Aww, come on.. Naniniwala ka ba?

Hahah! Yeah I'm pretty serious...

• Pintados..

So., ang dami naming napasukan na kung anu-ano. I renewed my CBA Concepts membership... It's the Business Ad's production. Well, I was there last year but believe me, the only good contribution I had there was being the Emcee for the Business Ad's general assembly. So, so, ayun! Ngaun... active member ako!! Witwiw!! Hihi... ^_^

In connection with that... I got into this mural contest in CET's Science and Technology Week... chuva... I was with Ern and Mich, two classmates and also members of Concepts. Hmm... we didn't win though. It was really disappointing but I wouldnt post my personal insights on that... mananahimik muna ako, ayoko nan gulo dahil lang dun no!! Pero, it was really disappointing in my part.

...not to mention that I wasted one pair of uniform for that! Imagine, my uniform looked like an abstract work of art with splashes of paint.

• business bitchy bitch bitch...

Then, we've been really busy with our prelim exams and... other activities!

amfoootah.... other activities daw oh? Ako ba toh? boi...

Yep, I'm freaking serious. Last week we went to Araneta again then next week we're gonna have this field trip to this Trade Expo in Megamall. Next to that... We're going to start our training in JAPI. How I wish I get into a good group to make a good company.

• Web Geek

Umm.. I've also made a website. It's currently under construction but I'd be really glad if you guys come to check it out...

**My DiSaPpoiNtments**

Dang rami... napakarami at halos di na mabilang nan daliri ko kahit sobrahan mo pa ng isang daliri na meron ding kuko sa gitna nan kamay ko...

I really had lots of complaints and brags... and it includes my eternal battle with myself. Awwwwe., I hate myself.

• The perfect concoction for failure

I've written this in my other blog. I guess in friendster or what...

Anyway, there's this competition where our delegates lost the place for the Top Five. It was really disappointing knowing that we're a good school and we always manage to get there!

Then I could've let it go but when I knew who some of the members were... amf., wala nang tanong - tanong... sigurado na! Mga ningas kugon! Yup... a bunch of ningas kugon - meaning people who are really good at convincing others that they can do something or achieve something; or people who at first are really hardworking and persevere but... suddenly, parang bula - like bubbles, **POP** they're gone into thin air as if they weren't there...

Oh, it's so sad... I hate those guys... Here are some lines from these people:

• **Blind item Ningas Kugon #01 : really good at starting something with words...

 She goes like "oh, we can do this or that then we'll get this or that! I definitely know how to do this, where to get that, and we can succeed!"

pretty convincing, huh?

then., she even goes like, "Okay, this is what we do... (gives instructions and then suddenly says) but I can't be around, I have this fashion show. Can you guys do that while I'm not around!?

so you think she'll be around... the next time around? so you think she did her part while she's away to somehow contribute something and help you out? but you're wrong. Here's a sample of a text conversation:

you SMS her about her progress and ask her if she's done something and she says, "umm.. I haven't finished it yet. But I will, I'm sorry but I'm pretty busy with our project in blah blah blah."

now you feel assured that she's still, somewhat do it. but then., a few HOURS or one day before submission she sends you a message saying...

"hey, I'm really sorry but I have tonsillitis... I can't type anything!"

Hmmm.. I thought tonsillitis was the inflamation of the tonsil in the throat... But now I think the tonsil in on the hands and she can't type cuz her hands are inflamed. Now it made wonder - it's either her tonsil is found on her hands and it's inflamed so she couldn't type or she uses her mouth to type.

NOw, for the other blind item.. let's just say he has no talent at all... ^_^ cuz he barely gives a damn. his glasses can definitely fool you.

• Fuck the self righteous...

you know what that means...

SO.. that'll be the round up..

maulit muli.. hihi.. ^_^

 

Summer classes will start on Monday and will end by the end of May... so that's having regular classes for the whole summer... patay ang buhay.. lalo na sa Nicasia...

I'd be staying at Dasma again the whole time so it's almost like having no summer break. Tawag nila bakasyon, ay takte.........

Oh well, at least some peepz would be there but everything else would be almost as good as dead. There wouldn't be much people there, juz some few hundred kids trying to get through wanting to graduate on time or at least to lessen their loads... so the 16 hectare or 21 hectare or whatever place would look like a deserted forest with some people walking by every now and then.

Plus, plus... ubusan toh nan damit mga tsong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's like everyday washday... considering na uniform kami araw araw except weds, aba'y kulang ang pantalon ko!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

this is me... oh, need more to say??

--> ang pinaka pudpod kong kataga kabilang sa mga sumusunod:

• ang pagiging rakista/emo whatsoever ay hindi lan sa porma nakikita... nasa puso at musika!
• i can't take the company of fake people
• bhoooooooooooooot!

so last sunday i went to church with jess... en it sort of freaked me out when he didn't want to me wear my "weird" outfit, or rather the more than the usual jeans and shirt outfit of mine. it kinda sucked. no, it really sucked... i mean, ano ba?????? but of course, i had to let it go. it's the piece of me he'll never see again unless accidentally. i want him to get used to that side of me, my weird sense of dressing up not caring if they think it's funny, autistic or whatever bullshit... but it's not gonna happen anytime soon...

and then...

tomorrow i'm going to get my classcards... it's gonna be boring and fun... oh, the irony of things. 

libre mangarap...

ito ang pangarap naming banda...matuloy kaia???? hehehhe.... can you imagine i juz made this ticket for us!! oh... dreaming is for free!

Okay, I'm gonna drop all ranting subjects for now... I noticed that I haven't put anything here for quite a while. I updated my other blog bout all the happenings last week but not this one. It's a pretty long story so I suggest you drop by my other blog to read it... hehehe.. mautak ang lola mu!! -> last week's stories!

Anyway, medyo nagkakagul0 kami lately para tomorrow. Swear, medyo nabadtrip pa talaga ku kasi hindi makakasama si VJ.. naiisip ko tuloy ilan ung mga makakasama tomorrow; baka mamaia, ilan lang talaga kami. Actually, high school peepz ko ung kasama ku 2m, sa wakas parang christmas party at the same time, reunion na rin namin. Akalain mu, sa funeral nan mum ni VJ kami nagkita-kita! at dun na rin namin napagplanuhan ang lahat... kaia lan, bigla na lan may change of plans... hindi na raw swimming party sa Tanza but dun na lan sa farm nila john... hmmm.. i wonder anu gagawin namin maia sa meeting at bukas...

Anyway, so far im hoping for the best...

And.. katext ku si Fatima... she's so makuleeetttt!! super! love and crap, madali talaga magpayo sa iba. nakakainis diba, ang bilis makaformulate nan kung anong advice but when i come to think about it, wala akong magawa sa sarili ko...

Kasi naman,, magkakagusto na lan... sa obitZ pah... i'm not against any lesbians but im juz wondering why she's so obsessed with this girl.... Nadel. No, she's a girl that looks like guy. ang kinakaasar ko, hindi sya gusto at pinaglalaruan lan xa nun lintik na un (its so asar!!)... dami namang ibang obitZ jan, if she really interested in guys, pero mahal nia raw churva whatever... naku!! it's really annoying when i hear what that Nadel is doing to her... sooner or later, ana and i are gonna beat her down!

anyway... aku, inaasar pa rin ni fatima... la magawa, and im trying to justify na magkaiba ung katagang "sa kanya umiikot ang puso ko" sa "sa kanya umiikot mundo ko". totoo naman diba? i mean, kasi pag mundo - lahat nigagawa mo or lahat nan ginagawa mo ay nakabase dun sa tao/bagay na un na iniikutan nan world mo... when you say puso, malamang un feelings mo lan, dun/kanya lan talaga... parang ako diba...

naku, tama nah! hehehe... juz lookin forward for tomorrow...

*_**__kimi__**_*