`Perceive`

I haven't updated.. again for quite a while.

I was really busy and I think this life has taken a toll on me.. Yes, it's not my original line... Remember Maroon Five? Errr.. Anyway, so many things have happened since this semester had started...

So here it goes for a quick round up:

**HeCtic... Career WoMan?!**

Aww, come on.. Naniniwala ka ba?

Hahah! Yeah I'm pretty serious...

• Pintados..

So., ang dami naming napasukan na kung anu-ano. I renewed my CBA Concepts membership... It's the Business Ad's production. Well, I was there last year but believe me, the only good contribution I had there was being the Emcee for the Business Ad's general assembly. So, so, ayun! Ngaun... active member ako!! Witwiw!! Hihi... ^_^

In connection with that... I got into this mural contest in CET's Science and Technology Week... chuva... I was with Ern and Mich, two classmates and also members of Concepts. Hmm... we didn't win though. It was really disappointing but I wouldnt post my personal insights on that... mananahimik muna ako, ayoko nan gulo dahil lang dun no!! Pero, it was really disappointing in my part.

...not to mention that I wasted one pair of uniform for that! Imagine, my uniform looked like an abstract work of art with splashes of paint.

• business bitchy bitch bitch...

Then, we've been really busy with our prelim exams and... other activities!

amfoootah.... other activities daw oh? Ako ba toh? boi...

Yep, I'm freaking serious. Last week we went to Araneta again then next week we're gonna have this field trip to this Trade Expo in Megamall. Next to that... We're going to start our training in JAPI. How I wish I get into a good group to make a good company.

• Web Geek

Umm.. I've also made a website. It's currently under construction but I'd be really glad if you guys come to check it out...

**My DiSaPpoiNtments**

Dang rami... napakarami at halos di na mabilang nan daliri ko kahit sobrahan mo pa ng isang daliri na meron ding kuko sa gitna nan kamay ko...

I really had lots of complaints and brags... and it includes my eternal battle with myself. Awwwwe., I hate myself.

• The perfect concoction for failure

I've written this in my other blog. I guess in friendster or what...

Anyway, there's this competition where our delegates lost the place for the Top Five. It was really disappointing knowing that we're a good school and we always manage to get there!

Then I could've let it go but when I knew who some of the members were... amf., wala nang tanong - tanong... sigurado na! Mga ningas kugon! Yup... a bunch of ningas kugon - meaning people who are really good at convincing others that they can do something or achieve something; or people who at first are really hardworking and persevere but... suddenly, parang bula - like bubbles, **POP** they're gone into thin air as if they weren't there...

Oh, it's so sad... I hate those guys... Here are some lines from these people:

• **Blind item Ningas Kugon #01 : really good at starting something with words...

 She goes like "oh, we can do this or that then we'll get this or that! I definitely know how to do this, where to get that, and we can succeed!"

pretty convincing, huh?

then., she even goes like, "Okay, this is what we do... (gives instructions and then suddenly says) but I can't be around, I have this fashion show. Can you guys do that while I'm not around!?

so you think she'll be around... the next time around? so you think she did her part while she's away to somehow contribute something and help you out? but you're wrong. Here's a sample of a text conversation:

you SMS her about her progress and ask her if she's done something and she says, "umm.. I haven't finished it yet. But I will, I'm sorry but I'm pretty busy with our project in blah blah blah."

now you feel assured that she's still, somewhat do it. but then., a few HOURS or one day before submission she sends you a message saying...

"hey, I'm really sorry but I have tonsillitis... I can't type anything!"

Hmmm.. I thought tonsillitis was the inflamation of the tonsil in the throat... But now I think the tonsil in on the hands and she can't type cuz her hands are inflamed. Now it made wonder - it's either her tonsil is found on her hands and it's inflamed so she couldn't type or she uses her mouth to type.

NOw, for the other blind item.. let's just say he has no talent at all... ^_^ cuz he barely gives a damn. his glasses can definitely fool you.

• Fuck the self righteous...

you know what that means...

SO.. that'll be the round up..

maulit muli.. hihi.. ^_^

 

Hmm… looking back, so the last thing I posted here was my brag… asar!

 

Anyway, sobrang dami nang nanyari since that day… truth is… sobrang busy ko so I haven’t the time to update my blogs except for that short one that I keep in pahardcore…

 

So then, eh di ganito… Jess and I have been seeing each other more often. Sometimes I think sana nanjan na lan me lagi sa Cavite but I can’t leave DLSU… I mean I have to admit, a big part of my life is there.

It’s almost finals! Weeeeee! And sobrang daming crap na nanyari!!

♥ JeSs ♥  JeSs ♥  JeSs ♥  JeSs ♥  JeSs ♥ JeSs ♥  JeSs ♥

 

*PICC*

 We went to PICC for this Marketing Seminar… thing is, kaia ako excited dahil sa tugtugan after that! It really rocked! 6CycleMind was there, Imago, Spongecola and this band I’ve never heard before. Anyway, eh di ayun… xmpre sa harap ang lola mo nakikipagsiksikan! Manigas sila noh… I rocked out, la paki sa “sophisticated look”!  Lufet nan slamman sa harap.. merging of different schools when it came to rock… may bumangga sakin and muntik ko na xang matadyakan when I looked back,,,,, si Renz! Oh san ka pah?? Lufet talaga nun, pagdating sa ganyan walang patawad… 

Then, kuha pic dito kuha pic dun… syang naubusan nan film nakayakap na ko sa vox nan 6Cycle eh… wala tuloy kami shot.. bagay pa naman kami! Joke!

 

pictures soon to come!! hehehehhehe....

 

*COUNTER*

 

tapos, puro tambay na lan kami lately sa dorm. Dukha kami these days kaia no movies, no bili damit.. ugh!! Asar… and ipon ako for a guitar…

 

neweiz,we’re into PC games naman ngaun! Hehehe… lufet diba, feeling ko highschool na naman ako! Tsk tsk tsk…

 

*anyway…*

 

yun lan un…. Basta, a lot of things are going great… I juz hope that I remember all of them… Oh, yeah, I’m friends with kaikatz in myspace and guess what.. we’re literally friends, medyo feeling close ako… and we’re talking about Taho.. naku Clifford….

I was actually one of those who planned it but turns out, I was the one who wasn't able to come! Aba'y akalain mong ako pa yung nawala di bah!?? Now that sucks. I want to enjoy this xmas break - and most probably with my HS peepz cuz this is the only time when I get to see them and stuff. Ngaun na lang kami nagkita-kita ulit except dun sa birthday ni Kerr kaya ito. So, katext ko si Lady and I said I want us to meet up juz to bond whatever so she said that Senio wanted to go to the movies.

I agreed. Set the date. And damn I never thought I wasn't able to get a single penny to get myself going!! I was totally broke! I didn't get to join them going to the mall and watching the movie the whole afternoon. The worse thing is that they went out to Padi's Point. They told me to come over since I wouldn't have to spend that much but man, I am BROKE with the capital "B" and the bar's entrance is P150 and I only have a pathetic P40! How was that for the event planner who never get to go to the event na ako pa mismo yung isa dun sa mga nag plano!!?? Ahhh, kamusta naman!!

Heart breaking really....

So that was yesterday. What did I do? Hmmm.. I just made some accesories for myself and I actually enjoyed it. I was also on the phone with Jette til like 2am this morning.

Anyway, the day before yesterday was somewhat an addition to "His Face Was Everywhere". Bakit ba naman kasi lagi na lang na may association kay Jhay yung mga nakikita ko!! Asar todo! I was on my way to Cakelines to buy some meryenda at isang sulyap lang sa labas at ayun na, muntik na ko magmukmok!! Akalain mong parang si Jhay yung nakita but this time, hindi niya talaga kamukha yung guy. It juz happens that the guy was tall, wearing a "trasher" outfit in black, long wavy hair tied to a pony at the back of his head... urgh!!!

*__**__^_x_kiMi_x_^__**__*

Well, ang saya talaga kagabi... akala it wouldn't be a blast lalo na nung nalaman kong 13 lang kaming dadating dun at hindi na swimming party yung nigawa namin but damn, I was freaking wrong!!

4pm ang usapan, at wala pa si Janey samin... at alam kong puti na yung mata nila! So, pagdating namin sa meeting place (aka Rendezvous point) kumpleto na sila. Ang saya, kasi on the way namin, sobrang gulo namin sa bus. parang high school lang! at swear, muntik na kaming gumawa ng commotion! wehehe! sobrang ingay, para bang kami mga three years ago at nakauniform na pinagtitinginan ng mga tao! hehe...

5pm na kami dumating at ginagawa pa rin ang SIOMAI. Yup, sila Kerr at Charm yun nagawa nung siomai at sumawsaw ako. Asa pah! So ayun, my long nails pinning down the wanton wrappers only having them end up looking like..... thingy! pero, mine looked better than charm!

tapos dumating si Ivan!!!! Natakot ang Samantha! Weheheheheheheh!!! Bigla na lang siyang nagtago sa likod muna nan mum ni John tapos sa likod ni Charm. Bandang huli, napagawa siya ng siomai ng hindi oras!! Hehehe! Kasi naman daw, nanlalaki siya! hehehehehe!! bruja! Pero ayun, wala nang hugas ng kamay... gawa na lang!

Kulang yung Chicken! Sobra! hehe, sa bus pa lang, nakakakanchawan na dahil dun. isang order lang kasi yung nidala nina Jay at Lady. Weeeeeee! pagdating namin sa table namin (sa ilalim ng higanteng Mango Tree), kumuha na kami ng spag kahit wala pa yung siomai at bbq!! at binuksan ni Jay ang box ng chicken... to our surprise... ang lalaki ng cuts at kulang... basta kinuha ko yung isang wings.... NA MAY KASAMA PA PALANG SMALL PART NG CHICKEN SOMETHING at ako ang una. Next thing, wala nang chicken yung guys!! ehehehehehe! niloloko tuloy kami ni Ros na mas matindi pa raw yung gurls kaysa sa kanila.

Nung naluto na yung siomai, ginawa naming "kanin" according to Sam. weheh... pantodo yung kua nila (namin) at ewan ko bakit it turned out this way.. hindi naman kami PG pero I swear... ang theme nang party ay EAT ALL YOU CAN!! asa pa diba!?

So, talagang binalaan na namin ang iba na yung BBQ pang mamam nah! kasi ubos na agad yung chicha! at habang hirap na hirap sila Senio pabagain yung grill, wala halos nalapit at ang pinaka malufet ay nung maluluto na yung BBQ... akalain mong nagkaron ng pray over around the grill... aba'y nabuhay ang mga lola't lolo mo!!

At nagsupply na ko ng mamam, kami ni Ross yung bumili at may nakakakilala sakin dun malapit kina John, everytime I go there someone's calling my name - swear, nakakairita. Tapos narinig ko pa na tinawag nila ko eh magkausap kami ni Ross, sabi ba naman, "ay may bantay". Oo meron! Body guard!! Asar! As usual, ako yung tanggera. Dami silang natutunan sakin noh! Yung how to remove the bubbles from the beer, pano magsukat ng Empe para fair yung tagay, ang marami pang iba!

Alam na rin pala nilang I smoke!! Nakita daw ako ni Lady somewhere at naichismis na niya sa kanila yun... nagulat talaga ako... pero tandem naman kami ni Ross (uyy, bagay sila... heh! shut up biatch!) So ayun, tagay tagay... hanggang sa medyo amatz na me and I had to throw up to keep up but I couldnt find the right time!

What happened was... ayun, dun ako sa damo napathrow up!! Yuckers talaga! Sabi pah ni Ross, Valenciana daw yun!! hehe,, pero mas malufet si Jose, lahat daw pati nun tanghali nithrow up niya! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! kamusta naman?? hehe

All in all it was great.. and im looking forward to New Year's Eve... we're gonna be meetin' up most likely... at it'll be fun... i think!

***yet again.. another birthday(s)***

Nov. 7 - Last Monday, si Kuya Momond and nag BEERDAY.. asa ka pa.. we celebrated dun sa bilyaran ni Kuya James, the holy place as of now. Hmmm.. di me nakakua ng mga pics eh. Sayang. But it was fine. Medyo nagtagay me ka-rellego ni Lhean. But I never even got close to "drunk" and I find that a breakthrough... why? Mamaya ang storya ^_^

12am na me nakauwi. So much for first day of school.

By the way,, bday din ni ker and charm...

***AnG KwEnTo***

okay, now i got this realization. bakit ko nga ba nakalimutan ang usapan namin ni janey that I'd be like "girly" this sem and so forth?? hmmm.. well, siguro kasi ang tindi ng memory gap ko. anyway, i met this guy. well, he was looking for a GF but then i think we won't "work" kasi I'm not gurly whatever.

a little - i regret that.

so, i was talking to some friends and gosh... janey juz reminded me about the "image change" and I was like... "oh yeah, nakalimutan ko!" For one thing - I find that here, in our so-called conservative country, majority of guys don't take this "punk-rocker-trasher-goth-expressive" girls seriously. Let's face it, we have an image that still clashes with our culture and makes us juz too off the border. Dude, nakakaleche talaga noh!! But then, I'm not suggesting that we all be clones looking like Paris or whoever the "best" girl is. It's just that... I don't know.

I'm still me. Sometimes I think it's being plastic. No, maybe not at all. Cuz it's only the way I dress. Let's juz say being not too edgy would help. (maybe thats the reason why my efforts turned to sh*t regarding the story of HIM). But anyway, I know naman that this so-called change isn't hard kasi it's a part of me na talaga. I mean, mas madalas na nga lang yung pa girly effect. Kasi naman, nagcocontrast... kikay na hindi. Buti pa tropah,, tanggap akong weird! Hindi alam kung tao o alien, babae or bading, sh*t! ang hirap! bading!! (Lherry and Neil, bakit niyo ko sinama sa federation nio??!)

So anyway... when I think back, I've always stated that I'm this so-called hybrid. So I guess it's not really a problem. Let's juz say I'm juz being fed up with the fact that I'd be the next clone but maybe not. Besides, I've been selling these earrings... so... hehe... I think it's not a big deal. I'm juz making it.

***KeRr & ChArM***

Happy Birthdays!!

Nov. 7 - Nov. 6 respectively

well.. miz you guys!! all of you!

wala lang.. let's consider this as one of those wholesome days where I went somewhat far away from home and I didn't go party, drink, or whatsoever...

'ztig kahit papaano! i mean, kwentuhang malupit!

anyways, nasira ang modem ko so walang internet sa bahay. dito me sa cafe ngaun and ang dami2 kong mga bagay na di naiilagay. supposedly, isang kwentong malupit to but eventually... nakalimutan ko na yung iba and c'mon... wla nang climax yung story lalo na kung nung isang linggo pa nanyari.

anyway...

***BdAy ni KuYa KeVs!!***

so.. last saturday bday ni kuya and... 18 na xa!! woohooo.. dun kami sa kanila kasama ko sina honey and si obs. aba'y akalain mo.. maganda yung sistah niya and the food was good. i enjoyed the stay kasi nagkulong muna kami ni hon dun sa kwarto ni kuya pag alis ni obs. nagkwentuhan muna kami pantodo and.. ang dami kong nalaman...

...yun bang mga istoryang akala ko "wholesome" sila pero nasa ilalim ng tahimik nilang mga ngiti ang kulong mas malupit pa sakin. naku, gusto ko man ilagay baka di na ko makaabot ng friday nito!

tapos.. nilanggam ng pantodo yung leche flan sa table ni kuya (janey, i still wont try to make friends with them kei?)

as usual when the night fell... the smell of alak is in the air. ayaw ni hon ng redhorse kaia MP na lang ulit. marami sana kami but bandang huli ilan na lang kami. Nandun na rin si Daddy Sehl. after 4 shots, tinamaan na si kuya (naku asa ka pa dun...)

ang pinakahulihuli nito ay nag one-on-one kami nung friend niya. JM ata yung name niya dun sa natirang GSM Blue. 1st tym ko nga na tumikim nun. uki lan pero... la lang. walang halo. Gin lang at chaser tapos ang usapan. naubos naman namin. hindi naman me maxado affected. nakatulog lan me sa bus at paggising ko, dito na me sa cavite city. hehe..

***sa ImUs***

ito naman ngaun lang. wala lang dapat kasi dun lang me kina ana ngaun. di nakarating si honey so ako na lang yung nagpunta dun. pantodo bagsak namin kina therese dun sa imus. akala nio mamam na naman kasama si mamay no??

MALI!

wala.. ito ba yung tinatawag kong "wholesome" diba! kwentuhang malupit.. nag jackstone sila (abay parang mga bata lang ha) then tumagay ng pop! Yes, ja, opo... pop! kUmain ng junk foods at nag truth or dare... at akalain mong pumasok kami dun sa bahay na bakante malapit kina therese!!! takutan blues ba ito ha? naku, wala namang anything...

***at NoW***

wla,,pasukan na next week! bukas balik na me dorm... asa... at sana maging masaya at pasaway ang lahat! 

Oh!! who loves sembreak!!!?? marami ang hindi kasi.. wala baon, wala pera.. but me!! go! go! go! sembreak means...

isang linggong stuck sa bahay at mga gala (despite the fact that I'm broke)

well, pumasa me sa tax dude!! woohoo.. no more take 2!

then, lakad trip! ana and i walked mula DLSU hanggan sa dorm! hehe.. pero ito ang pantodo,, nag iwan ng friendships na langgam si janey sa dorm... and she even said... "try to make friends with them na lang!!!" dude pare.. fear factor.. face your ultimate fear!astig ha!